Becky ([info]beckst4r) wrote,
2005-09-28 16:09:00
  • Mood: grumpy
  • Music: deathcab
i hate wearing makeup but i haaaate my face. how does one deal with this? i kind of just want to put myself on accutane, but i hear there are terrible side effects...like depression, serious mental health problems, brain problems, abdomen (stomach area) problems birth defects, premature births, and death in babies...yeah, sounds crazy intense. but i've tried almost everything but this drug - i can't figure out why it's not illegal. gooo I'm definitely not trying to ruin my body or become suicidal. why couldn't i have been blessed with beautiful skin?! aaaahhhh

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[info]girlmeetslife

September 28 2005, 13:15:31 UTC 6 years ago

i feel ya. i used to have a FLAWLESS complexion. it was the only thing about my apperance i liked. but, i recently developed lupus discoid that is starting to attack my face (in a subtle way as of right now, but it's still pretty noticable). and it's getting on my nerves.

have you tried other medications already?

[info]beckst4r

September 29 2005, 13:51:17 UTC 6 years ago

yeahhh, it really puts a damper on things. i've tried a lot of other medications all during highschool but kinda gave up on the whole situation after a while. ahhh, whatever :)

[info]11_moon_kid_11

September 28 2005, 13:40:17 UTC 6 years ago

Thats sad cause I love your face. *Pets your face*. Aw, Becky, what a good face you have.

[info]globoyy

September 28 2005, 13:56:57 UTC 6 years ago

*pets becky's face too" I agree, it is quite enjoyable.

[info]beckst4r

September 29 2005, 13:52:41 UTC 6 years ago

i miss you guys

[info]beckst4r

September 29 2005, 13:52:16 UTC 6 years ago

haha thanks heather

[info]king_regicide

September 28 2005, 20:15:42 UTC 6 years ago

i don't think you really need make up, its all in your head really stop reading magazines. but if you really must the best thing i have found and trust me i have tried lots of stuff. but its a bit on the expensive side um is this mac powder concealer. all you need it some mac moisturizer which is time released you can use other stuff but you'll have to re apply threw out the day because your skin will get icky if you use other stuff. but mac is awesome for your skin, i attribute them to me losing so much acne. but anyway then you put the powder over the moisturizer and there you go, it will feel like almost nothing is on your face and you'll look awesome. but like all make up it wont make everything disappear just not as noticeable. but i do use it to cover up hickeys so yea.

[info]beckst4r

September 29 2005, 15:52:12 UTC 6 years ago

i am sooooo looking into that! thankyouuu :)

[info]wvu_danimal

September 28 2005, 23:33:18 UTC 6 years ago

yo

rebecca,

stop and relax for a second. like the one dude said, don't get overwhelmed but shit you see in magazines or on TV about how perfect everyone is supposed to look. I understand having skin problems sucks, but don't let it make you think you're ugly. You're beautiful and I think you know that. With or without makeup. Now, stop worrying and come and see us!!

-danimal

[info]beckst4r

September 29 2005, 15:57:04 UTC 6 years ago

Re: yo

i blame laguna beach. hahaha
wait. i'm not joking.
yeahhh i should really try to not be a spaz about everything because that's probably what makes my face rediculous. either way, i can't wait to see you and the boys in a couple weeks. we are all looking foward to it very much :D
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